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Master's Love Cannot Be Lost ![]() |
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Long,
long time ago in India, there was a master. He, of course, had many disciples.
One of the disciple was a high ranking government official; he came quietly
to learn and did not let other people know that he was the disciple of that
master. Some people like to come here quietly to learn with Me, too. Afraid
of the turbulent environment outside, they dare not make it public. All right,
it doesn't matter. Whether you come quietly or openly, I will teach all the
same. Don't think that I am hinting something to you! I am just telling a previous
story. That high ranking official came quietly and dared not tell others, being
afraid that it might affect his status. He was a very high official and governed
a very large area of land.
Every time he went to see
his master, it was done in secret. He did not allow his attendants to follow
him and he usually went quietly, at a very late hour when there were no other
people. Whatever advice he asked from the master was done very quietly, in the
very early morning or very late in the evening. This did not matter too much
and his master was not bothered by it. One day, a fellow practitioner also came
very late to see the master and accidentally saw the official. The fellow practitioner
was a very simple-minded person. Therefore, he said happily, "You also learn
from Master. Oh! It's really fantastic! Congratulations! And he enthusiastically
greeted him.
This fellow practitioner was
a nobody. He was very poor and had a low status in society. Some days later
he met the high official outside. He then shouted, "Brother! He called to the
high official in front of the public, "Oh, brother! How are you? Very happy
to see you. Do you remember me? We had tea together the other day at Master's
place. Remember? The high official took a glance at him and said, "Who is your
brother, huh!? (Master imitates the high official's expression.) (Audience laughs
and applauds.) Then he asked his attendants to take him away. The young brother
was very upset. Why was he like this!? He didn't understand! He then cried sadly
and went home to tell his master, "Master, that brother was very harsh. When
I saw him, I was very happy and called him 'brother'. But he told his attendants
to take me away. Boo-hoo... (Master and audience laugh.)
"Ayeh! Ah! His master was
not happy upon hearing that. Really! He was not happy. The high official was
more concerned about his reputation than the honor of the master-disciple relationship!
Therefore, his master was very angry and said to the other disciples that when
the high official comes, he is not allowed to enter the door from that time
onwards. From that day on, the master-disciple relationship between him and
the high official was cut. When the high official came later, everyone did not
allow him to go in. Then he had to go home! It was when he was at home that
he felt very hurt. After initiation, we have a very deep emotional link with
the master. There's an inside communication system, we communicate very clearly.
That's why we love the master so much. It is our feeling that the master is
one with us that our level would be raised. Because our master is high and we
are one with him, then we would be raised somewhat. Then we feel liberated from
the complicated mundane world. Worries and pain become less. Even if there is
pain, we can bear it! We can also tolerate and be happy naturally. However,
when the relationship with the master is cut, the system is also cut off immediately.
We fall down just like an ordinary person. Inside, there is no spiritual food
to replenish. Everyday, there is no food for the soul - the replenishing food
transmitted from the master's heart for the soul - therefore, it is very, very
sad. It was at that time that he understood everything was totally different.
Suddenly, everything was not the same! Very lonely, very much in pain, without
any energy; and he had lost every happy circumstance, because there was no more
food to eat! Just like if we did not have food to eat daily, the whole person
would be different! Then he knew he was in error. He felt very sorry, very very
sorry. He yearned very much to regain the previous happy realm with a relaxed
and secure feeling and the feeling that someone is loving us very much. Now,
there was nothing! He felt very much in pain, lonely and very much wanted to
see master again; but he couldn't. He could not see from the outside. Even in
the inside there was no more communication. Cut!
When the master said cut,
then it was cut; because it was transmitted from heart to heart without form.
Although there was no physical form, it did really exist. Therefore, when his
master wanted to give, he could give; and when he wanted to take it back, he
could take back. Very simple, like this one with the physical form. If the master
wanted to give you, he could do so, isn't it right? If I want to take it back,
then I can take it back, understand? The things without form are also that simple.
To give, then I give. To take, then I take. Therefore, when you have initiation,
you get the gift of enlightenment as a kind of gift of first meeting each other!
Just coming for initiation then you get the gift; the master has given you something.
If it happened that he wanted to take it back, he could also do so very quickly,
no problem. Therefore, the high official was in great pain. He realized then
that the loving power of Master was the most precious thing in the world. It
was incomparable. He was in great pain and did not want to be a government official.
He resigned and went home. He thought of all sorts of ways to get back the level
and loving atmosphere that this master had given him before, when he was being
loved by the master. He wanted to get back that loving power. He was very ashamed
and regretful. But whatever he tried, it was no use. Even when he meditated
more, it was no use. Now, there was no more light in the meditation, no sound,
nothing! Very dry. He returned back to what it was like when he was an ordinary
person, doing meditation casually. There was no consolation, no result. Oh,
very painful!
After thinking for a long
time then he thought of a way. He knew that on the day of his master's birthday,
there would be a lot of people coming to dance, sing, and to celebrate. Then,
he went to find a particular professional dancing group. There was a very rich
boss who would hire this group to dance for his master on his birthday. At that
time, that dancing group was the most famous one in India. They knew how to
dance very well and were the most beautiful and most talented. Therefore, that
rich person would certainly hire that group to dance for his master to enjoy.
After knowing this, the high official went to make friends with those dancers.
Through them, with a lot of money and precious things, he bribed the group leader,
"You teach me how to dance and how to sing!? I very much want to learn. He was
very sincere and went there everyday to ask the leader to teach him dancing.
Because he was so sincere, very respectful to the leader "master became a very
good disciple, went everyday to wash the group leader's feet, and ceremonially
requested her as his teacher, the group leader was very touched and taught him
all the secret techniques. After learning for a year, he learned all the secrets
and danced just like them. No one could see that he was not one of the group.
The group leader was very
touched, being moved by his sincerity. The high official was very respectful
to her since he wanted to learn well. He was really a very good disciple. Before,
he was not that good of a disciple to his master. Now, he became a very good
disciple. Learning to dance everyday, he studied for more than a year's time.
On the day of his master's birthday, he said to the group leader, "I want to
replace one of your disciples to dance today, may I? The group leader of course
said yes and told a disciple to rest.
The high official put on make-up
inside, alone and dressed like a woman. The dress and everything was very beautiful.
He danced along with the group. He danced and sang for his master. He was very
sincere in his singing, expressing the pain of his inner struggle. Everyone
was very touched. His master knew immediately once he heard his voice, a very
sorrowful singing. He understood immediately and even could not bear it. Being
unable to bear it, he quickly came down from the stage to embrace him.
The whole audience was watching
this. (Audience laughs.) You know what sort of expression they had, "Oh, Master
was embracing a woman! They were shocked! Everything came to a standstill. The
whole atmosphere was very quiet. His master said, "You quickly change your clothes
and let everyone know who you are. Then, everyone knew that he was that high
official. From that day onwards, his master forgave him and allowed him to be
a disciple again. Then he finally became happy again! If we never got hold of
a bit of that love, then we would not know what it is and we would not try to
remember it. Losing it after getting it, ayeh ah! Very painful, very painful.
Isn't it like that? (A:Yes!)
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